here i am again, feeling as though i am left to fend off for myself. it's not that i am on the other side of the world, without my family with me. it's the feeling i get when it seems that i am just going along for the ride.
like, "sige na nga, isama na lang natin siya. andyan kasi siya eh." not, "tara, isama natin siya". in filipino terms, sabit lang.
it's a pitiful feeling and i hate it. i don't want to say anything out loud simply because i don't want to draw any attention to it. i don't want to sound as if i want attention. i don't. i just want to feel that i belong.
====================
...until the morning sun appears
making light of all my fears
i dry the tears
i've never shown
out here on my own...
- out here on my own (ost fame), irene cara
4 comments:
naku tsong, it doesn't help you to think that way. think of happy thoughts...
rain drops on roses
and whiskers on kittens,
bright copper kettles
and warm woolen mittens...
smile tsong, we are just a blog away.
donits, nare-realize ko nga na hindi talaga lahat ng tao e pede mong maging kaibigan kahit na gustuhin mo. o maging friends man kayo, you'll realize that friendship does exist in different depths. buti na lang meron akong mga kaibigan na tulad ninyo. kahit na malayo, i still feel i belong. (naks!)
pogs, it really doesn't help. pero ayoko na rin namang kimkimin siya forever. kaya nga sa blog ko na lang sinulat. :)
miss ko na kayo.
PAKSHET YUNG MGA AH! saksakin ko, ano? hahaha! don't worry sis, you have US to come home to! :)
bilis uwi ka na!!
hehehe... oo nga, sis. nde bale, wag kang mag-alala, sanay naman ako. still doing ok here. pero gusto ko na rin talaga umuwi kasi gusto ko na kayong makita ulet. lalo na si sofia! :)
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