Wednesday, January 25, 2006

i wish i could send this to you

dear you,

hello! kamusta ka na? i hope everything is going well at your end. it's been quite a while since we last talked. your birthday, if i am not mistaken. well, that is, if i don't count the brief talk we had before i left.

so why am i writing? i am trying to think of ways to understand the situation we are in. i know we're friends. i mean, at least that is what i think we are given the history that we have. we've spent a good two years together but after that, we simply drifted apart. probably because we didn't really see each other and no one made a conscious effort to contact the other person. we moved on with our lives and we didn't really care to include one another. it saddens me when i look back at the close friendship we had then and then see what we have now. i don't even know anything that's going on in your life whereas before, i practically knew everything.

i know it takes a lot of effort to have what we had back then especially since we are miles apart. kung dati ngang nasa iisang lugar lang tayo, hindi tayo nagkikita at nag-uusap, ngayon pang nasa magkabilang dulo tayo ng mundo. but don't great relationships also take much effort? it might probably not even go back to the way things were but i, at least, want to give it a shot. i miss the friendship we had.

i don't mean to sound so melodramatic but you know me, the constant drama queen. :) take care of yourself.

your friend for always,
me

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