frustrating

ang hirap pala talaga ng nasa ibang lugar at oras. lalo na kapag may gusto kang kausapin pero wala kang makausap. wala kang magawa kundi magkimkim sa sarili mong sulok.

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i really need to start toughening up. it's not a good thing to shed tears everytime you're angry, right? there must be some other way to channel one's anger to something more productive than screams or tears (although i rarely resort to the former). good thing there's music to calm me down, at least until the time i think about the incident again.

i need to get this off my system. soon.