after our first saturday night gimmick, we went to audrey's house to hang out. this was at around 1:30 am already. i guess the group wasn't used to going home at that hour because we usually stay out until around 3 am when we're out on friday nights. we got to do our bonding thing and let's just say they were all shocked at how boring my love life was. they said they'll have to do something about it.
yes, it's sad that my so-called love life has been lacking in excitement. it has been for a while now. but what is pathetic is that my friends thinking that i need to be helped along in the areas that i think should happen naturally.
i had some moments to think last sunday as i was preparing for mass and here is what i thought:
i am not overly pretty nor am i really ugly,
i am not exceptionally intelligent nor am i particularly dumb,
i am not exceedingly fat nor am i very thin,
i am not overtly outgoing nor am i extremely shy,
i am neither this nor that.
i am just average. maybe i am extraordinarily average that after almost 29 years, it still remains to be the same boring story. too average that other people don't really take notice. the truth is, i don't mind it most of the time. except at times that people around me have to remind me of it. like now.
3 comments:
nyak! don't think like that!
love comes when you're not looking. ;)
hi sheila!
yun nga eh. i am not looking anymore. pero some people think that whatever state i am in now is deplorable. but i promised myself i won't settle so here i am. o well. :)
di pa naman huli kat.. arami pa rin naman sa batch naten na zero pa lovelife.. dadating din yan...
pero sympre kelangan din trabahuhin :) ... dyan papasok ang friends, eheheh
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