Wednesday, February 13, 2008

the candle burned out

i think i may have been working too hard.

i had a minor breakdown today. i was feeling the pressure of having to finish the RFP that we needed to submit, the setups that i needed to finish for an initiative that i didn't want to get involved in and the requirements we needed to have our changes moved to production. i tried to look for a room to go to just to have a break but i could not find one. i went back to my seat and put my head on my desk. i was just feeling soooo tired. then someone patted my back asking if i was ok. and that's when i started to cry. i think all the stress and pressure finally caught up with me. i was hoping i could stop crying and pretend that nothing bad happened but the tears just kept on coming. i went to the ladies room to release all the tension.

darn. this is not how i wanted things to go. i think i need to rethink my priorities.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

sis, take it easy! you want to talk about it? let's have coffee?