ask and you shall receive

so i did. i asked God for a sign. usually, i would wait for days and days and not receive anything. God must've known i needed it badly this time so he gave in. but He did not say that the sign he would be giving me is the one i'd hope he would. it was more of a wake up call for me. i think it was His way of telling me that some things are just not meant to be.

from inside your heaven

one good thing about singing in rish and vin's wedding is that i bought carrie underwood's cd. i needed to get a copy of inside your heaven and decided to buy the album. i loved both jesus take the wheel and don't forget to remember me from hearing them on the radio and seeing their mtvs. both songs made me cry (yes, i am admittedly, a crybaby), especially when i saw the mtv of jesus take the wheel because my maternal grandmother died of alzheimer's and it was one of the "stories" depicted there. her fourth single, which i believe is before he cheats, is a funny, funny song. it's about taking revenge on someone who cheated on her --- i think she has a disclaimer in her website saying that she never did any of it. that's probably the reason why i find it so funny... because i couldn't imagine her doing any of those things. i like it because aside from it being humorous, it's so different from her first two singles.

here are a few snippets from my favorite tracks:

jesus take the wheel

"... Jesus take the wheel
take it from my hands
'cause i can't do this on my own
i'm letting go
give me one more chance
save me from this road i'm on
Jesus take the wheel..."

don't forget to remember me

"... here’s a map and here’s a bible if you ever lose your way
just one more thing before you leave
don’t forget to remember me...

... tonight i find myself kneelin’ by the bed to pray
haven’t done this in a while so i don’t know what to say
but Lord i feel so small sometimes in this big old place
yeah i know there’s more important things
but don’t forget to remember me..."

starts with goodbye

"... i guess it’s gonna have to hurt
i guess i’m gonna have to cry
and let go of some things i’ve loved
to get on to the other side
i guess it’s gonna break me down
like falling when you’re trying to fly
it’s sad, but moving on with the rest of your life
starts with goodbye...

i just can't live a lie

"... i know i could say we’re through
and tell myself i’m over you
but even if i made a vow
a promise not to miss you
now and try to hide the truth inside
i fail cause i just can’t live a lie..."

whenever you remember

"... whenever you remember times gone by
remember how we held our heads so high
when all this world was there for us
and we believed that we could touch the sky
whenever you remember i’ll be there
remember how we reached that dream together
whenever you remember..."

it's no wonder she won american idol. she's a really talented singer and i'm sure she'll go a long, long way.

proof...

... na talagang bilog ako ever since



... na maldita talaga si ate. hehehe!



... na likas akong bungisngis



... na pa-cute pala ako noon



... pero may mas pa-cute kesa sa akin

i'm tired

i just am.

nine days into the new year and i am having a hard time following my new year's resolution.

sigh.

cebu - b!

kababalik lang namin ni rose from megamall after a looong lunch break. pero hindi naman namin ginamit yung buong lunch break namin sa pagkain. syempre may chikahan. tapos, pumunta kami sa cebu pacific para bumili ng tickets papuntang boracay. yes, people, may balak po kaming pumunta ng boracay dahil may promo sila na 99 pesos one-way airfare. pero bago pa man kami nagpunta ng cebu pacific ticketing office, napalitan na ang plano... from the original february, sa march 9-11 na kami aalis. kasi naman, ang magaling kong project e hindi pa rin nag-uumpisa ngayon. dapat nung december pa siya mag-uumpisa kaya lang dahil sa mga aberya, hindi pa rin kami umuusad. well, may konting usad naman pero konti lang.

anyway, nung na-determine na namin na pinaka-feasible is march 9-11 nga, kelangan syempre namin ng approval ng mga kasama namin. si pogs, madaling um-oo kasi eto ang schedule na talagang gusto niya (yehey! manlilibre si pogs kasi malapit na ang birthday niya nito!). si rumel, kelangan pa naming kumbinsihin pero sa dulo, pumayag din. so set na kaming pumunta ng boracay. pagdating sa ticketing office, wala palang manila-caticlan ang cebu pacific! kelangan naming kunin is manila-kalibo. tapos, kelangang mag-bus to caticlan at boat papuntang boracay. pero sige lang, game pa rin. eto ang catch... wala nang available na weekend papuntang kalibo. naubos na. hindi naman kami pwedeng weekday umalis kasi kelangang maraming leave. so naisip namin, CEBU! suggestion ni rose, sa bantayan island. ako naman, game lang kahit saan. hindi pa rin kasi ako nakakapunta ng cebu. at nun pa lang nasa japan kami, gusto ko nang bisitahin ito dahil sa mga kaibigan naming andun (russel, kelangang ilabas mo na ang red carpet!... romer, i-tour mo kami!). gusto ko ring makita ang city proper, yung magellan's cross at kahit na anong kapag nakita mo sa picture e malalaman mong nasa cebu ka. pictures lang naman ang kelangan ko e. hehehe!

so cebu, here we come! excited na akooooo!!!!

bagong taon

maaga pa lang, naghanda na kami para sa new year. dumating sina ate tetet, kuya weng, franco at sofia sa bahay ng lunch. hindi kasi sila makakasama sa amin sa pag-celebrate ng bagong taon kasi dun naman sila sa mga albis sasama. nung pasko kasi, sa amin sila naki-celebrate kaya sa kabilang side naman ng family sila this time. nakakatuwa kasi good mood si franco nun. nung binigyan kasi siya ng chocolate ni dad, niloko ko siya na siya ang chocolate ko. nung tinanong ko siya, kung siya si baby chocolate, hindi daw. si sofia daw yun. siya daw si kuya chocolate. ganun kami hanggang sa nung pauwi na sila, tinawag naman niya akong ninang chocolate.

nung nakaalis na sila, nagsimula na kaming mag-prepare para sa medya noche. si dad, inayos na ang tenderloin tips. si mom naman, yung kanyang lasagna. ako, nagsimula sa clam chowder. normally, si dad ang gumagawa ng soup. kaya lang, may pamahiin na bawal daw ang manok sa bagong taon (kasi isang kahig, isang tuka daw) e since chicken asparagus soup ang specialty ni dad, naghanap na lang kami ng bagong recipe. hence, si clam chowder. madali lang naman kaya ako na lang ang gumawa.

nung malapit nang mag-12 midnight, lumabas kami para manood ng mga paputok. yep, hindi kami bumili ng kahit anong paputok this year. aba, makita namin e yung buong street namin e ganun din ang ginawa. nakinood lang lahat kami. ok na rin kasi mas magaganda yung paputok ng nasa paligid namin. hindi pa sobrang ingay at sobrang usok sa lugar namin. pagdating ng alas-12, pumasok na kaming mag-anak at nagdasal. ganito kami every new year. kapag dating ng alas-12, magdadasal na ang buong pamilya. dati nga, nung sa cuenca pa kami nagba-bagong taon, lahat ng mga pamilya ng marasigan na andito sa pinas, magkakasamang magdasal. tapos dadasalan kami nina tatay at inay. so nung wala na sila, naipasa sa amin yung tradition.

after ng dasal, dumating na ang mga tito, tita at pinsan. dito sila nag-medya noche kasi si mom ang pinakamatanda sa kanilang magkakapatid. daming pagkain! merong tatlong uri ng pasta ---- yung lasagna ni mom, spaghetti ni tita edith at yung pasta with sausages ni tita baby. tapos merong dalang paksiw at pupor sina tita eva. meron ding fruit salad. at syempre, yung tenderloin tips at clam chowder. tuwang-tuwa sila sa tenderloin ni dad kasi naglagay kami ng mainit na mantika sa maliit na fondue pot. tapos ikaw ang magluluto dun nung beef, depende kung paano mo siya gustong lutuin. ayun, hit na hit sa mga pinsan at mga tito at tita. kami, kahit sanay na (ginagawa kasi namin ito for the last few years), enjoy pa rin sa pagkain. binuksan din namin yung novellino na strawberry passion. sarap!



tumawag din ang mga taga-amerika --- sina tito rudy at tita nona, nakausap namin. syempre, kuwentuhan at picture taking. tapos naglaro ng pusoy dos ang mga pinsan. ang saya ng pasok ng bagong taon! sana preview na ito ng magandang 2007.